Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I'm Jack's Sense Of Rejection




I Feel Like Putting a Bullet
between the eyes of every panda
that wouldn't screw to save its species

I want to open the dump valves on
oil tankers and smother all the
French beaches I'd never see

I Feel like putting a Gun
to my head and paint
the wall with my brains

I want to breath smoke

2 comments:

  1. You Wanted To Breathe Smoke ..

    where did u go, Psycho boy?!



    Bas Honestly , perhaps u should have chosen the title 2 be "i'm Jack's Wasted life"...
    after the "Paint The Walls With My Brains"..

    Good Work.
    it's very good movie...i get affected every time i watch it, i swear!!

    Did u Read "أن تكون عباس العبد "??

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  2. i was so provoked by the feeling of "rejection " which in some way turned into a furious feeling of destruction ...

    i think a lil time later after this whole miss i just felt it would be easy instead to let go of the anger and just surrender my life and be a plant may a tree or something :) ...

    it was a tough time then .. i just hated my life ...

    i would name it "wasted life" but i saw that the whole feeling that motivated me into that direction was just "rejection"

    hope no one feel how i felt then ever ...

    "2n takon 3bas al 3abd " by ahmed el aidy .. i didn't read it unfortunately :( ... it just i have a friend i always ask him to give it to me ... and he always tell me tom isa ... and nothing happens ... and every time i tell my self to go get it ... i say no no i'll catch it from him later .. and this is how it is ...

    some ppl told me it is somehow connected to fight club ... but i don know i need to read it first to pick up my own opinion ...
    so .. i'm gonna buy it .. and hell with this friend ... enough is enough :)
    thanks for the reminder :)

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